When He closes the door, He opens a window

Alhamdulillahirabbilalameen. that is all i can think of. last night i had my ups and downs all in a night! well i failed my jpj. i guess there's always a wisdom behind everything. I was really really down to the point of i just want to give up taking my license. anddd yes my family and friends cheered me up like they always do. And somehow i manage to forget about it for a little while. And then it hits me again when everybody started talking about the first's semester results. I was really nervous that i might screwed this one too. But Alhamdulillah, im really satisfied with my pointer. Couldn't ask for more. And i am really proud of all of my IK 1's. which is my classmate for f4 & f5. they all achieved really really good grades even though we all are in different courses. All i want is, to succeed with all of my classmates, together. I want all of us to go get that Dean's list for every semester, insyaAllah. If we work hard, im sure we can do this, like old time :)

A proud mama, 

ftnhfarhana

once in a blue moon

Assalamualaikum. haiii i miss you guys (as if i have any followers). Reaaally been a while since i last blog. my life has been super hectic in the last two years. including this year. well you know whattt, im a college girrlll now. im studying at UiTM JOHOR taking business studies. Alhamdulillah all my hard work has been paid off. you dont know what i've been through last year during my spm. All i can say that it was very very very tiring and i can barely be seen home. its either im at school, tuition, library or even at friend's home. We've been studying our asses off. And when i say we, i meant my schoolmates. eventhough i only knew them for two years, i can still say that i love them and im proud to be one of them. they were the ones who make me strong in hardship and they were the people who you can count on to. i am blessed to know these people in my life. i dont know what i did in the past to have these kind of people in my life. Besides them, i have my own little family whom i always syukur to have all these while. Allah SWT mut have loved me to blessed me around these lovely kind-heated people. i am truly grateful for what i have now :)

Well my college life is actually not really walk in the park situation. I actually had to struggle my way out of everything. i can finally say that im quite independent. i mean, this is officially my first time living so far away from my family. and alone if i might add. so i guess everything is really new to me. Alhamdulillah im not thattt homesick. unlike some people. well i dont think i should mention any. but im goood. but i dont like being so far away from my family. im a family person. im soo close with my family. so it felt a little strange not having anyone to talk to about your everyday life. studying part was okay i guess. because i really like most of my subjects ( for now ) and the fact that im learning arab for my third language is fun. i got to brushed up my reading subjects since i will have ahh lott of them for the upcoming sem. anddd my sleeping pattern had change since i entered college. i drank a lott of coffee which is really not good. but heyy this is how i actually study. what to do. my results of the first semester i coming out very soon. Ya Allah help me to get through this smoothly. ameen.

well hopefully i'll  be blogging often. because i have soo much to tell but nobody to tell to. and i miss blogging so much u have no idea. will talk soon. i have driving lesson tomorrow. wish me luck! goodnight :*
you know you love me
xoxo,
fatinah farhana