oh and ohh

hello bloggie, miss me? oh i know u do ! i miss u a lot too. haha im tired of saying sorry for abondoned you for the umphdredth times, but again sooo sorry. i have this PMR thing going on and i dont have any time to spend on you. ecehh, im saying this as if that you're alive or something. anywayyy, my trials is on the 16th of august. i have doubts about getting an A. seriously im not ready. but im not giving up that easily until i try my very best until the very end. cus my mid term's results is not something that im proud of to get. im hoping that this time, i have no doubts on getting an A. but as you know, i can try my best and the rest is history. well its not wrong for me to put on high hopes eh? its 2.23am and i cant really sleep. been thinking about my trials a lott. and plus, my school havent covered all of form 3's topic and the trials is only two weeks away, i knoww, im dead meat -.- all i can do is try my best and pray for allah to help me with everything that i do. and for your information, i miss my dear cousin a lot. i know that its not necessary for me to write it here, but i just missed her a lot. i heard that mybe she's not coming to malaysia for ramadhan nor for eid. not trying to be a brag here but i missed everything about our childhood thing. cus the last thing that we have to think about is being seperated by anyone. and now, you're a hundreds miles away, well not to say hundred, but its far far away from me. but its okay, the world is unfair as many people said it. im just praying the best for you, always had and always will. nurul, please be happy eventhough im not there there to hear all of your jokes or stories. bare in mind that you'll never cry if im not there okay hunny? from the bottom of my heart, i love you nurul amalina <3

fatinah farhana abbas,