hey monkeyy

assalamualaikum, well this is not too long before my last post. well done, fatinah :p soooo, what should i tell you today? well to be honest, im thinking of deleting this blog under some circumstances, but after i opened it and read all my previous post makes me feel ' nooooo u cannot delete this, u have tons of memories in here that u shared with everybody'. haihh, defenseless me, i always have the thought of deleting it but when i opened it, i got all weak -.-

nevermind, i guess i can delete this blog later. after i've had enough of it. so yeahhh, today is 26th of novemberrrr. in one month time, i'll be in form 5's. 'yeayyyyyyy' i am not ready, AT ALL. like can u even believe it, i remembered when it was my first day of school in form 1. now im going to be a fiver in one month? how did the time fly so fast? i had always hate to say this but mannn im old. i have always been the girl who said to other people ' haha you are oldddd, and i am younggg ~' *sigh. growing up is a huge deal for me. i mean, i'll be sitting for SPM exam next year. and after that im going college and all woa woa woa, slow down please? just thinking about how many subjects that i have to cover makes me sick. and my final exam's result is baddddd im telling you. me myself is kinda dissapointed with my results but heyyy cant anyone give me support after my hardwork of studying? i didnt sleep, i didnt watch the tv, i even did all my chores when im in the middle of the exam. no one bothers right? sheesh, i just need somebody to support me everytime, not only when i succeed, but when i failed too y'know? sokayy, i will push my limit to the extant for the SPM exam. that's all for noww, i cant sleep and it's 1am in the morning. and ohhh have i told u that today is kaklong ija's pre wedding? yes it is, and i need to sleep or im in trouble the next morning. so goodnight people xoxo

assalamualaikum

fatinah farhana