When He closes the door, He opens a window

Alhamdulillahirabbilalameen. that is all i can think of. last night i had my ups and downs all in a night! well i failed my jpj. i guess there's always a wisdom behind everything. I was really really down to the point of i just want to give up taking my license. anddd yes my family and friends cheered me up like they always do. And somehow i manage to forget about it for a little while. And then it hits me again when everybody started talking about the first's semester results. I was really nervous that i might screwed this one too. But Alhamdulillah, im really satisfied with my pointer. Couldn't ask for more. And i am really proud of all of my IK 1's. which is my classmate for f4 & f5. they all achieved really really good grades even though we all are in different courses. All i want is, to succeed with all of my classmates, together. I want all of us to go get that Dean's list for every semester, insyaAllah. If we work hard, im sure we can do this, like old time :)

A proud mama, 

ftnhfarhana

once in a blue moon

Assalamualaikum. haiii i miss you guys (as if i have any followers). Reaaally been a while since i last blog. my life has been super hectic in the last two years. including this year. well you know whattt, im a college girrlll now. im studying at UiTM JOHOR taking business studies. Alhamdulillah all my hard work has been paid off. you dont know what i've been through last year during my spm. All i can say that it was very very very tiring and i can barely be seen home. its either im at school, tuition, library or even at friend's home. We've been studying our asses off. And when i say we, i meant my schoolmates. eventhough i only knew them for two years, i can still say that i love them and im proud to be one of them. they were the ones who make me strong in hardship and they were the people who you can count on to. i am blessed to know these people in my life. i dont know what i did in the past to have these kind of people in my life. Besides them, i have my own little family whom i always syukur to have all these while. Allah SWT mut have loved me to blessed me around these lovely kind-heated people. i am truly grateful for what i have now :)

Well my college life is actually not really walk in the park situation. I actually had to struggle my way out of everything. i can finally say that im quite independent. i mean, this is officially my first time living so far away from my family. and alone if i might add. so i guess everything is really new to me. Alhamdulillah im not thattt homesick. unlike some people. well i dont think i should mention any. but im goood. but i dont like being so far away from my family. im a family person. im soo close with my family. so it felt a little strange not having anyone to talk to about your everyday life. studying part was okay i guess. because i really like most of my subjects ( for now ) and the fact that im learning arab for my third language is fun. i got to brushed up my reading subjects since i will have ahh lott of them for the upcoming sem. anddd my sleeping pattern had change since i entered college. i drank a lott of coffee which is really not good. but heyy this is how i actually study. what to do. my results of the first semester i coming out very soon. Ya Allah help me to get through this smoothly. ameen.

well hopefully i'll  be blogging often. because i have soo much to tell but nobody to tell to. and i miss blogging so much u have no idea. will talk soon. i have driving lesson tomorrow. wish me luck! goodnight :*
you know you love me
xoxo,
fatinah farhana

hey monkeyy

assalamualaikum, well this is not too long before my last post. well done, fatinah :p soooo, what should i tell you today? well to be honest, im thinking of deleting this blog under some circumstances, but after i opened it and read all my previous post makes me feel ' nooooo u cannot delete this, u have tons of memories in here that u shared with everybody'. haihh, defenseless me, i always have the thought of deleting it but when i opened it, i got all weak -.-

nevermind, i guess i can delete this blog later. after i've had enough of it. so yeahhh, today is 26th of novemberrrr. in one month time, i'll be in form 5's. 'yeayyyyyyy' i am not ready, AT ALL. like can u even believe it, i remembered when it was my first day of school in form 1. now im going to be a fiver in one month? how did the time fly so fast? i had always hate to say this but mannn im old. i have always been the girl who said to other people ' haha you are oldddd, and i am younggg ~' *sigh. growing up is a huge deal for me. i mean, i'll be sitting for SPM exam next year. and after that im going college and all woa woa woa, slow down please? just thinking about how many subjects that i have to cover makes me sick. and my final exam's result is baddddd im telling you. me myself is kinda dissapointed with my results but heyyy cant anyone give me support after my hardwork of studying? i didnt sleep, i didnt watch the tv, i even did all my chores when im in the middle of the exam. no one bothers right? sheesh, i just need somebody to support me everytime, not only when i succeed, but when i failed too y'know? sokayy, i will push my limit to the extant for the SPM exam. that's all for noww, i cant sleep and it's 1am in the morning. and ohhh have i told u that today is kaklong ija's pre wedding? yes it is, and i need to sleep or im in trouble the next morning. so goodnight people xoxo

assalamualaikum

fatinah farhana

long time no see braderrr

ahhha, this is getting kinda awkward ....

hello bloggie! soo soory for not posting since, um the new year? ahahhhahha this year was tough and i aint got no time for you. pretty harsh but heyy, we're talking about the reality aye? so lemme tell u guyss briefly about the year 2011 for the past 7 months.

as u all know that i've transferred to section 9 and all, im in 4 ik 1 class. which is in the art's stream but i have no arts subject. which makes me kinda confused on what stream im taking btw. just to be clear, i dont have any art class but i do have accounts,economy and add maths for my extra subjects. moving onnn, i've turned into a geek since i started schooling there. dont get me wrong, i kinda like being a geek. because in section 9, trust meee u dont want to be in the bottom in yr studies. ohh nonononono its embarrassing! can u imagine, even the boys are studying while recess time? are u freaking kidding me?! you are a freaking dudeee, you are not supposed to be all diligent! yr'e supposed to be wild and have funn. that's a girl thing to do, to study all the time, which i am nott -.- sometimes i think that im not a girl, completely. *sighs seeing how the students study their asses off makes me feels like i have to be one of them too. u know what they said, be the best among the best! and the exams aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh 3 weeks for mid terms? okay boleh gila nak buat revision -.- i cant handle too much stress for too long mann. eergh, nnt final exams pun 3 longgg weeks, which is on the 3rd of october! fast forward to august! fasting month! hehhehehe i cant for for raya actually. so im gonna sop right here. righttttt here. i'll post another one if i want to. HAHA kay nighttt !

tak sabar raya,

teena abbas

oh snappp

HAAAAPPPPYYY NEW YEARR EVERYBODY ! its 2011 already? and dmmit im 16 already ! im gettin' old :O anywhoo im wishing u guys the best luck ever for 2011, may it bring u joy and happiness in any ways!

and oh, the rumours about me moving to section 9 was sooo feriking trueee ! just so u guys know, im not that heartless to go there without a proper goodbye or a proper goodbye HUGS ! hahaha i'll be seeing u guys this monday before leaving to section9. and want u guys to know that if i dont have to move, then i wont ! and sooo tkda kena mgena yeah i nak pindah because of popularity ! if i want popularity in the first place, the thought of transferring to ssaas tu mmg tkde dah. will miss u guys sgt, been there for two wonderful years and its time to go. its time to grow up everybody ! haha being 16 is the hardest thing to do. have to make biggg decision all by yr own. but its soccay, as long as im still here in shah alam then i still can meet up with u guys on the weekend or the holidays kannnn (: dont want to make this post sooo emotional so im gonna stop here, righttttt here.

so on, kaklong ija just got engaged toodaay ! congratulations ! that is all, so happy new year u guys, may it be theee bestest year yet <3

the war has ended !

pmr has ended bebehhhhh :D bahgia tak terkata niii. and now i dont know what to do -.- have been waiting for this time where i dont have to study at all for awhile. but when its here, i dont know what to do. heh, wanna go ice skatinggg. seriouslyyy,im sooo sleepy. but nak biasakan diri tido lambat now. hiuk hiuk hiuk ! got nothing to write, gdnite galangggggg <3>





fatinah farhana abbas

6 downn, 2 to go !

hey y'alllllll. ahhaaaaa, i still got two papers to finish but i still have time to blogg :D the gaps between the last and the second last paper is 3 daysss. eeishhh, sengaja nak lambatkan -.- cant wait sgtt nak hbs papersss. i'll be free like a bird, well not really. im trying to plan out a wonderful celebration/lunch after pmr finished. but have not told them yettt. amboii, belum hbs lagi dah plan mcm mcm. umphh, pray for my mathematic and living skills paper. i'll do my best insyaAllah and parying fr the best for everybody which i will always do ! its not good to say goodluck ya know. bcs its means that u rely on luuck on something. u know that we dont believe in luck and good thing happens to us because of Allah, not from good luck. soo, goodluck is no good ! bare that in mind peopleeeee , and after pmr, im gonna have my fb's password back, yeayyyyyy :D okay, so long everybadeyhhh


fatinah farhana abbas

dup dapping

heyy peeeeeeps ! tomorrow's the big day huh? well im not here to say much, just that i wanna say sorry for the things that i've done to guys that might hurt you huys feelings in anyways. and yes, i admit that i may not have been a kind hearted person throughout these past few years. and from the bottom of my heart, im wishing you guys all the best and break a leggg. i know that u guys can do it and not just do it, u guys can do it well. im praying for the best for all of you and hope that you guys will do the same. ya ALLAH, please help us to get through with pmr. and please make it easier for all of us, amin.



fatinah farhana abbas

oh oh oh balik kampungggg

greetings from ipoh everybodyyy. oh yes im at ipoh right now. I STILL CANT WAIT FOR RAYAAAA, which is tomorrow. everybody is here except wanyah and wancik. but wanyah is on her way to ipoh i guess. but not wancik :( we're gonna miss u wancikkk :( anyway, today is the last day of ramadhan. im celebrating my first and second day of raya at ipoh and after that is at kl. which is ayah's side. HEHEHEHEHE cant wait for my duit rayaaaa. insyaallah this raya would be the bestest raya i've ever had. actually i got nothing to write, but i had done my chores, so i got nothing to do. anyway, happy eid everybody and maaf zahir dan batin. sorry for all of my wrongdoings and misbehavior for all these years. im seeking forgiveness from my head to my toe, sooooo sorry if i had done things that might hurt u guys in anyways. hope u guys have a blast raya alriteee. cant wait to see u guys next fridayyy :D


fatinah farhana abbas

28 days and still counting

alrite alrite, i should be studying now, i knowww. but um first, my trials results is still not satisfying. i got lots of B's and a few A's. but hey, i'll turn that B's into an A insyaallah. when there's a will, there's a way or a hope kan? and oooh, u cant imagine how excited i am about raya. i've been talking about raya since forever. and its a few days awaaaaaay. aaaaaaahhh, cant waaaait. with the fireworks and stuffs. but come to think about pmr is around the corner makes me sick ! but i have to bare it. sooo, its about time to break fast here. so, have a nice day everybodyyy :D

fatinah farhana abbas (:

bang on the door

first off all, lemme wish everybody happy fasting and hope for the best in everything. okay so, my 3 days 2 nights at singapore went well. i had fun with my cousin, nurul. and paklong and maklong, thank you for your warm welcome and everything. i can see in your face that yre hoping me to enjoy this trip so much, and i did. paklong was like, adik, where do u want to go? i can show u around. but if u dont tell me where to go, then i can make a tour to my house. because u didnt tell me where to go. but the trip was soooo like a blink of an eye. its like one second im in singapore, then the next thing i know that im on my way back to malaysia. but its okay, at least i got to meet nurul, paklong and maklong whom is living far away :( lepas rindu sikit :') back to malaysia, i got a merdeka celebration at school tomorrow. WE GOT TRIALS EXAM LIKE ON FRIDAY KOT? why the hell are we celebrating it tomorrow? eeee, we have lost so much time for our teachers to teach us -.- nevermind, sya and fatin just texted me that they're not going tomorrow. now im hesitating. tak payah datang, tapi duduk rumah bosan kot? hoish, i need to study, so go or no? lemme decide laterr, need to sleep :)

sleepy bear,
fatinah farhana abbas

singaporeeeee

hey hey ho, im in singapore yaww. i didnt plan on going actually. but ayah secretly brought my passport to johor. and yesterday, as maklong finished her work at 5pm, she asked me do i want to follow her to singapore today. what kind of question is thattt? and without any further thinking, i said YES YES YES! haha pretty desperado huh? i don't careee, i wanna see singapore and nurul tooo. this is like theee first time im in singapore and im pretty impressed with singapore. well the building here is okay okay. not to say whoaaaa so pretty. but its not that bad too. we went to bugis street last nite and bought a t-shirt. the exactly same tee with nurul. and we're gonna use it today for the nurul-is-showing-me-around-singapore thingy. maklong and paklong had went back to malaysia to fetch atok and nenek. so me and nurul is planning on to go out. yeahh, im kind of waiting her to mandi right now. and ohh, the house is so pretty. it was so comfy kind of house. it's small, but yet so comfy. ohh kayy, that's all for today or that's all for this morning. i'll write to u soon. VERY SOON ;D

fatinah farhana abbas,

fight to the end

oh-kayy, didnt came to school today bcs im going to johor. i was hesitating about going to johor in the first place bcs i have this hugeeee exam on the 16th and the last thing i want to do is ponteng sekolah lah kann. but then , if i dont go then mama cant go as well. so i decided to follow ayah and mama to johor. its been a long time since we go to johor, well about 2 or 3 years maybe , or moree. i cant wait for to have my fave roti bom there. hope the warung is still there. and so, since nurul is schooling in teknik johor, im thinking of paying a visit. HEHEHE cant wait, but we're not confirmed yettt. haihh, i havent ponteng my school for a longgg time. this is like the first time since 6 months i guess. well im not the kind of type who lovee to ponteng. bcs i loveee going to school, well not to say because i loveee 'studying' and you'll never know why i like to go to school. school is fun if u thinks its fun. okay, i wanna pack my stuffs for johor. we're going at 10am or something, okay ciao :D

fatinah farhana abbas

oh and ohh

hello bloggie, miss me? oh i know u do ! i miss u a lot too. haha im tired of saying sorry for abondoned you for the umphdredth times, but again sooo sorry. i have this PMR thing going on and i dont have any time to spend on you. ecehh, im saying this as if that you're alive or something. anywayyy, my trials is on the 16th of august. i have doubts about getting an A. seriously im not ready. but im not giving up that easily until i try my very best until the very end. cus my mid term's results is not something that im proud of to get. im hoping that this time, i have no doubts on getting an A. but as you know, i can try my best and the rest is history. well its not wrong for me to put on high hopes eh? its 2.23am and i cant really sleep. been thinking about my trials a lott. and plus, my school havent covered all of form 3's topic and the trials is only two weeks away, i knoww, im dead meat -.- all i can do is try my best and pray for allah to help me with everything that i do. and for your information, i miss my dear cousin a lot. i know that its not necessary for me to write it here, but i just missed her a lot. i heard that mybe she's not coming to malaysia for ramadhan nor for eid. not trying to be a brag here but i missed everything about our childhood thing. cus the last thing that we have to think about is being seperated by anyone. and now, you're a hundreds miles away, well not to say hundred, but its far far away from me. but its okay, the world is unfair as many people said it. im just praying the best for you, always had and always will. nurul, please be happy eventhough im not there there to hear all of your jokes or stories. bare in mind that you'll never cry if im not there okay hunny? from the bottom of my heart, i love you nurul amalina <3

fatinah farhana abbas,

wrapped up

today is wednesday and im having a fever. came late to school because decided to go to school on 6.50am. at first mama told me not to go due to my fever, but then i dont feels like staying home. as i told you, i came late to school and came during assembly. and yes, i did not get any 'datang lewat' letter, wooohoo. so on, we did not really study today because a lot of teachers are having an important meeting. and and, we dont have any extra class for the whole week, great news or what? u dont know how much i hate the xtra class. so, as m having a fever, i did not go for tuition at sec 2 and sec 9's. because the fever is getting more and more worst. and im having a sore throat too. so i cant really speak loud or clear as i used to. everybody was like 'teenaaaa, asal u senyap harini?' im too tired to answer because i know that they might not hear what im about to say and ask me to repeat it again. so silence is the best policy for today. so that is all i guess.

so tell me how low

i just got back from PD. had a great weekend with my auntie and little cousins. we reached PD last friday. on saturday morning, we had steamboat for lunch and it was very yummy. and had a lovely lunch i guess. on the afternoon, pak bi and mak bi came to see her daughter, batrisya whom with us since friday. and then we went to the beach for banana boat. it was really fun but the jatuh part was kinda salty. haha and my tudung nak terbukak dah. ergh, so on, cik arty asked us to be prepared after maghrib. because she wants to have dinner at some place. did i mentioned that cik arty's friends was there too? husnina and i rode the car with auntie , err i forgot her name. and we wre LOST big time. heh, my tummy is singging an opera song at that time. at lastt, we found our restaurant. its was a chinese restaurant. which is a biggg restaurant. how can we missed it? had a veryy lovely dinner with a lot of delicious crabs. so went back to the resort and played some ping pong with hani and husnina. i am proud to say it. i SUCKS at playing ping pong. so sunday, headed to mak ngah's house for kalong ina's merisik i guess. the, headed homeeee (: that's all.

we go like biim baaam

we start from scratch shall we? okay, i got 'gotong-royong' day last saturday. it was quite fun eventhough i only helped a little. but before that we have this aerobic thingy to warm us up. it was super fun for me , i dont know about them. but to me, it was fun :D it was just like our dancing 1 malaysia that we had before this. on sunday, my family cooked curry mee for my nenek that we thought is going to stop by from segamat. but dayyum, they didnt. later on the evening, we have this doa selamat for my tok cik from mama's side. then, paksu and wanyah came to our house for dinner. at least somebody did ate our curry mee. soo mondayy, we had teacher's day celebration. it was fun, but im fasting that day. so im kinda tired to do anything actually. man im really hungry that day. but i got through with it. so todayy, as usual we got assembly on the morning before we get back to our class. on pn.sahariah's lesson, she asked us to rearrange our sittings in the class. what is wrong with our sitting? -.- and now, my place is at the end of the class. well not at the end actually, but at the back. i cant see -.- and it was feeriiiking hot back there. me and sya is sitting far far away from elida and fatin. its like we're on the right lane and they were the other way around. jauh gila okay, how are we supposed to talk with that kind of distance? nevermind, we have to change our sittings every week. so im gonna sit back on my original place next week :D that is all, i need to be ready for my tuition at 5.30pm. chalo betteyy

fatinah farhana abbas

hey, remember me ?

haha this thing happened during recess this morning. and today, i went to recess with nissa, ain , munira and aliff. i have to admit that i miss them soo much. ahha funny, aliff mentioned that he misses my laugh :'( awww, i miss everything about u guys. mann, time flows so fast that we didnt even realize it. and now, we all are in separate classes. and we all like, 'remember last year when we do this and we did that'. okay, i miss those memories so much, it is soo irreplaceable. and now, my ex-classmates were like strangers. everytime we meet, we just say thee shortest sentence that we can think of, like hi and bye. no more 'hey teena, wanna hear what iwan did?' or anything. NOTHING AT ALL. okay back to the topic, aliff was doing something that i thought might hurt me. and there was it, i shouldnt have said it but it slipped. heh i have been keeping it a secret for a long period but then it slipped. and they were teasing me about it. it kinda makes me blush for a little while but i dont minddd. because i miss them soo much, so today is the 'i dont care if u tease me day' haha. oh ohh, forgot abt this, nissa and aliff looked veryy cute together, and yes im jealous. got problems with that? haha, hope the two of you are gonna last long alritee :)


missing out,
fatinah farhana abbas

hey i made it

hey now now, i was supposed to go to nenek's house today but ayah canceled i guess. i have been on my baju kurung for hours and kept thinking are we going or not? bcs mama is not feeling well. so its not been decided yet. im in my room browsing through cute pictures and found this. arent it the cutest thing? while i was browsing, i saw a lotttt of cute cupcakes. mannn i want them :( its so irresistible. anybody who is kind enough to buy me cute cupcakes? haha dream onnnn. anyway, im really bored, so i googled my name and my sisters and everybody's name. and i found a lot of stuffs from there really. and hey, there is this girl named fatin farhana abbas -.- erggh how close, good thing my parents put it to fatinah instead of fatin. or else we'll be sharing the same name and the same father's name too. haha cool, but yet i dont like it. i went through my emails yesterday and found out that many people has add me at facebook. and the email goes like, hey fatinah . just a reminder that 23 people are waiting for you to confirm their friend request. awww i miss you facebook.


nobody knows,
fatinah farhana abbas

come on come on,

hye peeps, now is only 10.40pm and im sleepy :l what happened to the old me who cant sleep before 12? haha, its a good thing really. im struggling with everythinggg right now. my folio'S. urgh, geography,history and sivik. and sivik's powerpoint some more. im not the type of girl who can multi-task like my two sisters. heh, i am completely different from them. waaaayyyy different. they are like , i can do this and that, but as for me, i can do that buttt i cant do that. dont get me ? its okay, i dont know what im talking about either. oh , as you know that i cant online my mys and facebook acc until june, i just blog and started reading my tons and tons of emails that my mum had sent for these past few months or years, haha. the reason that im updating my blog is because, my teacher told me that, blogging in a way might help you to improve your english. IFF you write it with english. oh i almost forgot about my exam. im having this kinda big exam on this 31st may. i really hope that i could score good grades for this exam. mama bought me a pile of form 3's working books and expected me to finish it before pmr, insyaAllah i'll finish it okay mama :) i guess that is all for now, i'll write to u soon (:

fatinah farhana abbas