When He closes the door, He opens a window

Alhamdulillahirabbilalameen. that is all i can think of. last night i had my ups and downs all in a night! well i failed my jpj. i guess there's always a wisdom behind everything. I was really really down to the point of i just want to give up taking my license. anddd yes my family and friends cheered me up like they always do. And somehow i manage to forget about it for a little while. And then it hits me again when everybody started talking about the first's semester results. I was really nervous that i might screwed this one too. But Alhamdulillah, im really satisfied with my pointer. Couldn't ask for more. And i am really proud of all of my IK 1's. which is my classmate for f4 & f5. they all achieved really really good grades even though we all are in different courses. All i want is, to succeed with all of my classmates, together. I want all of us to go get that Dean's list for every semester, insyaAllah. If we work hard, im sure we can do this, like old time :)

A proud mama, 

ftnhfarhana

once in a blue moon

Assalamualaikum. haiii i miss you guys (as if i have any followers). Reaaally been a while since i last blog. my life has been super hectic in the last two years. including this year. well you know whattt, im a college girrlll now. im studying at UiTM JOHOR taking business studies. Alhamdulillah all my hard work has been paid off. you dont know what i've been through last year during my spm. All i can say that it was very very very tiring and i can barely be seen home. its either im at school, tuition, library or even at friend's home. We've been studying our asses off. And when i say we, i meant my schoolmates. eventhough i only knew them for two years, i can still say that i love them and im proud to be one of them. they were the ones who make me strong in hardship and they were the people who you can count on to. i am blessed to know these people in my life. i dont know what i did in the past to have these kind of people in my life. Besides them, i have my own little family whom i always syukur to have all these while. Allah SWT mut have loved me to blessed me around these lovely kind-heated people. i am truly grateful for what i have now :)

Well my college life is actually not really walk in the park situation. I actually had to struggle my way out of everything. i can finally say that im quite independent. i mean, this is officially my first time living so far away from my family. and alone if i might add. so i guess everything is really new to me. Alhamdulillah im not thattt homesick. unlike some people. well i dont think i should mention any. but im goood. but i dont like being so far away from my family. im a family person. im soo close with my family. so it felt a little strange not having anyone to talk to about your everyday life. studying part was okay i guess. because i really like most of my subjects ( for now ) and the fact that im learning arab for my third language is fun. i got to brushed up my reading subjects since i will have ahh lott of them for the upcoming sem. anddd my sleeping pattern had change since i entered college. i drank a lott of coffee which is really not good. but heyy this is how i actually study. what to do. my results of the first semester i coming out very soon. Ya Allah help me to get through this smoothly. ameen.

well hopefully i'll  be blogging often. because i have soo much to tell but nobody to tell to. and i miss blogging so much u have no idea. will talk soon. i have driving lesson tomorrow. wish me luck! goodnight :*
you know you love me
xoxo,
fatinah farhana

hey monkeyy

assalamualaikum, well this is not too long before my last post. well done, fatinah :p soooo, what should i tell you today? well to be honest, im thinking of deleting this blog under some circumstances, but after i opened it and read all my previous post makes me feel ' nooooo u cannot delete this, u have tons of memories in here that u shared with everybody'. haihh, defenseless me, i always have the thought of deleting it but when i opened it, i got all weak -.-

nevermind, i guess i can delete this blog later. after i've had enough of it. so yeahhh, today is 26th of novemberrrr. in one month time, i'll be in form 5's. 'yeayyyyyyy' i am not ready, AT ALL. like can u even believe it, i remembered when it was my first day of school in form 1. now im going to be a fiver in one month? how did the time fly so fast? i had always hate to say this but mannn im old. i have always been the girl who said to other people ' haha you are oldddd, and i am younggg ~' *sigh. growing up is a huge deal for me. i mean, i'll be sitting for SPM exam next year. and after that im going college and all woa woa woa, slow down please? just thinking about how many subjects that i have to cover makes me sick. and my final exam's result is baddddd im telling you. me myself is kinda dissapointed with my results but heyyy cant anyone give me support after my hardwork of studying? i didnt sleep, i didnt watch the tv, i even did all my chores when im in the middle of the exam. no one bothers right? sheesh, i just need somebody to support me everytime, not only when i succeed, but when i failed too y'know? sokayy, i will push my limit to the extant for the SPM exam. that's all for noww, i cant sleep and it's 1am in the morning. and ohhh have i told u that today is kaklong ija's pre wedding? yes it is, and i need to sleep or im in trouble the next morning. so goodnight people xoxo

assalamualaikum

fatinah farhana

long time no see braderrr

ahhha, this is getting kinda awkward ....

hello bloggie! soo soory for not posting since, um the new year? ahahhhahha this year was tough and i aint got no time for you. pretty harsh but heyy, we're talking about the reality aye? so lemme tell u guyss briefly about the year 2011 for the past 7 months.

as u all know that i've transferred to section 9 and all, im in 4 ik 1 class. which is in the art's stream but i have no arts subject. which makes me kinda confused on what stream im taking btw. just to be clear, i dont have any art class but i do have accounts,economy and add maths for my extra subjects. moving onnn, i've turned into a geek since i started schooling there. dont get me wrong, i kinda like being a geek. because in section 9, trust meee u dont want to be in the bottom in yr studies. ohh nonononono its embarrassing! can u imagine, even the boys are studying while recess time? are u freaking kidding me?! you are a freaking dudeee, you are not supposed to be all diligent! yr'e supposed to be wild and have funn. that's a girl thing to do, to study all the time, which i am nott -.- sometimes i think that im not a girl, completely. *sighs seeing how the students study their asses off makes me feels like i have to be one of them too. u know what they said, be the best among the best! and the exams aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh 3 weeks for mid terms? okay boleh gila nak buat revision -.- i cant handle too much stress for too long mann. eergh, nnt final exams pun 3 longgg weeks, which is on the 3rd of october! fast forward to august! fasting month! hehhehehe i cant for for raya actually. so im gonna sop right here. righttttt here. i'll post another one if i want to. HAHA kay nighttt !

tak sabar raya,

teena abbas

oh snappp

HAAAAPPPPYYY NEW YEARR EVERYBODY ! its 2011 already? and dmmit im 16 already ! im gettin' old :O anywhoo im wishing u guys the best luck ever for 2011, may it bring u joy and happiness in any ways!

and oh, the rumours about me moving to section 9 was sooo feriking trueee ! just so u guys know, im not that heartless to go there without a proper goodbye or a proper goodbye HUGS ! hahaha i'll be seeing u guys this monday before leaving to section9. and want u guys to know that if i dont have to move, then i wont ! and sooo tkda kena mgena yeah i nak pindah because of popularity ! if i want popularity in the first place, the thought of transferring to ssaas tu mmg tkde dah. will miss u guys sgt, been there for two wonderful years and its time to go. its time to grow up everybody ! haha being 16 is the hardest thing to do. have to make biggg decision all by yr own. but its soccay, as long as im still here in shah alam then i still can meet up with u guys on the weekend or the holidays kannnn (: dont want to make this post sooo emotional so im gonna stop here, righttttt here.

so on, kaklong ija just got engaged toodaay ! congratulations ! that is all, so happy new year u guys, may it be theee bestest year yet <3

the war has ended !

pmr has ended bebehhhhh :D bahgia tak terkata niii. and now i dont know what to do -.- have been waiting for this time where i dont have to study at all for awhile. but when its here, i dont know what to do. heh, wanna go ice skatinggg. seriouslyyy,im sooo sleepy. but nak biasakan diri tido lambat now. hiuk hiuk hiuk ! got nothing to write, gdnite galangggggg <3>





fatinah farhana abbas

6 downn, 2 to go !

hey y'alllllll. ahhaaaaa, i still got two papers to finish but i still have time to blogg :D the gaps between the last and the second last paper is 3 daysss. eeishhh, sengaja nak lambatkan -.- cant wait sgtt nak hbs papersss. i'll be free like a bird, well not really. im trying to plan out a wonderful celebration/lunch after pmr finished. but have not told them yettt. amboii, belum hbs lagi dah plan mcm mcm. umphh, pray for my mathematic and living skills paper. i'll do my best insyaAllah and parying fr the best for everybody which i will always do ! its not good to say goodluck ya know. bcs its means that u rely on luuck on something. u know that we dont believe in luck and good thing happens to us because of Allah, not from good luck. soo, goodluck is no good ! bare that in mind peopleeeee , and after pmr, im gonna have my fb's password back, yeayyyyyy :D okay, so long everybadeyhhh


fatinah farhana abbas